LOVERS’ ATLAS
You ask more of me my friend
Almost lover
More of my body but a lot
Less of my weary heart
Beaten heart
Heart sucked dry of hope
What do I have to give you
Save a map of shrivelled scars
Sprawled haywire across
The breadth of my ageing body
Not beautiful and young
Like yours
Some of these marked rivers
Inked on me
Were deliberate
Almost clinical
And some inflicted by madness
Yet others by the bearing
And losing of children and men
There is no tightened youthful
Flesh here for you to savour
And feed on
To bury your passion in
There is only a faint echo
Of what was and
What could have been
Reema Ahmad
NOT A SMOOTH SAILING
No smooth transition from blooming youth
led her to the path mature
Lessons of life guilelessly learnt
taught her not to quietly endure.
Nocuous, noxious, horrendous acts
By people known and unknown
Tore and ripped her of herself
Tracking in time her lost soul.
Keepin on the taken path
She sighed on turning gracefully old!
All life spent in adjusting the sails
and tides kept hitting the docks cold.
Where in the world would she had gone
To put her life in a better mould?
Dr. Amna Shamim
AGEING AND MEMORIES
Memories are songs kept in jukebox,
Drop a coin and one by one they turn up
Walking down that road lined by trees,
‘ you are so romantic!’
Once gushed my best friend,
It had been another day,
Another year of our lives,
We wore skirts with floral prints,
On our shoulders with carried grains of hope
And our hands had not then imprints of age,
Soft was our skin, lustre had our eyes,
Then came the separation
As walls we built, strong walls,
The writings were there too,
Strangely enough,
Writings on the wall,
Slogans and cartoons,
Many years later
Found we both wanted trees to be planted
On our each side of hearts,
Leaning to each.
Moinak Dutta
SETTING SUN
Waves marched back and forth
Awaiting a signal from the sun
As the setting sun blew a tranquil conch,
The waves raged a war against the shore.
Bloodshed spread across the sky,
The horizon bled crimson first,
Then a range of orange,
A pinky-purple of aging wounds,
Finally faded away with a dull of grey-blue pale.
As she witnessed this battle,
Her thoughts too drew courage
And raged a war against silence.
As the setting sun blew a tranquil conch,
Her body raged a war against her life.
Weakness spread across her veins,
She bled no more as before.
The first flush of crimson,
Made her a woman from a girl.
She was sent to her husband’s home.
Not a little girl anymore,
She began to venture out upon the tides,
She got high and low at the ebb and flow,
She dance to the rhythm of the waves.
Her husband and she lived mostly at the sea,
Fishing-tribes of Daman had barely another option.
Water took away food, friends and family,
Sometimes, even home, hurt and heaven
But, water is life, afterall.
Water even took away her husband, untimely.
Sea fish at the sea,
Solicited the catch at street markets,
Ate lonely and slept without cuddling. She was a strong woman
And always wanted to be.
When her husband told her to stay at shore
And not venture upon the waves
during THOSE days,
She rebelled and yelled,
” I am more of a woman now
And I’d better be at the sea
Then to let dark clouds gather me at the shore
And make me sore.
I’ll come along then sit here worrying about your safety, you, and me.”
Now,
THOSE days have disappeared,
But the sea is rough without any peers
And all by herself,
She dare not venture upon the waves anymore.
As the setting sun blew a tranquil conch,
Her body raged a war against her life.
Weakness spread across her veins,
She bled no more as before.
She was a strong woman
And always wanted to be
And she had been one
Lest, the setting sun.
Wisdom Whisperer