Three poems by Megha Sood

Survival
Have you noticed the slow
cleaving in my backbone?
the seamless transformation
branching into my thousand self
like a sapling breaking out from the
blind seed. I’m sprouting
I am growing:
Growing like a medusa
this fecundity of myself
breaking out into the
thousands version of me
morphing into shapes
perfecting the art of topiary
I’m shredding myself
shining into a million version of me
like a reflection of the summer sun
on shards of broken mirror
blessing them with its apricity
this fecundity
is my survival extinct
to handle the plethora of emotions
life throws at me
I’m learning.
I’m growing.

Dancing place
With my arms stretched
eyes brimming with the light
that fills every pore of my being
limbs moving freely with abandon
Oh! the unfettered joy this heart can bring
the sun with its apricity
marks its presence on the nape of my neck
and the flowers blooming down the valley
infuses me the scent of the spring
a mind free as a swirling dervish
With a tiny storm knotted
around my naked waist
Hands soft and nimble
as the fleeting touch of the zephyr
aubade knitted in the filigree
ends of my honeysuckle desire
I dance to this rhythm called life
as the silhouette of the moon
etches the embrace
every being basked
in the fragrance of spring
I surrender myself to this Gaia
My dancing place.

Spring cleaning
Though the harsh winters
is looming outside my windows
deadly frost over the thin
benign blade of the glass
barely breathing;
as it bows down to the mighty frost
wheezing and dying
/time eats time/
there is an intense feeling of spring indoors
as I am fervently trying to
clean the dark crevices of my heart
sweeping off the pain and angst
breaking down those cobwebs of stale memories
blinding me for eons
Life rotting as the frayed limbs of my dying lilies
I can feel the stench of the death looming in this house
scraping off the ashen scars off the windows
scrubbing off the angst and debilitating pain
nestled deeply in the corners
as death anoints the inner walls of my dwelling
I wash them with vehement rage
those scars need to come off
pulling at the scabs of my wounds
and wishing foolishly for them to heal
an imbroglio of time and pain:
birthing life into my dreams,
I wash off the walls carrying off the
languid smell of the broken desires
With the snow melting outside,
I start the spring cleaning
to my hearts’ desire
in that little house of mine.
Megha Sood lives in Jersey City, New Jersey, USA. She is a contributing editor at Free Verse Revolution, Heretics, Lovers and Madmen, Sudden Denouement, Whisper and the Roar, GoDogGoCafe, and Poetry editor at Ariel Chart. She has over 350+ works in journals including Better than Starbucks, FIVE:2: ONE, KOAN, Kissing Dynamite, Foliate Oak. Visitant Lit, Quail Bell, Dime show review, etc. and has works featured/upcoming in 35 other print anthologies. She is a two-time state-level winner of the NJ Poetry Contest 2018/2019, national level poetry finalist in Poetry Matters Prize 2019 and is shortlisted in the Pangolin Poetry Prize 2019. Her works have been selected numerous times by Jersey City Writers group and Department of Cultural Affairs for the Arts House Festival. She blogs at https://meghasworldsite.wordpress.com/ and tweets at @meghasood16.