Anu Mahadev
They say peas in a pod are born together
I was reborn with your birth, morning-cusp-baby, 36-hour labor
You made sure I was really ready for you
We fused, blood to bone, heart to soul, your tiny palm curled around my finger
I am not sure what your eyes saw, in what color, where you looked past my face
Was it to a life lived before – together, apart? In what role, incarnation, connection?
Or was it to what was coming ahead, my new partner-in-crime, our easy camaraderie
Two goofballs on the same page of the script, an instant handle on each other’s pulse
Suddenly no pain, no epidural mattered – only a future envisioned, a new covalent bond
You’re slipping fast from my hand – sand from a sieve, I remind myself from time to time
We cohabit only for less than two decades, and then just like floating logs in a river,
the lumberjack decides to separate our paths, our destinies fork into two
Was I ever a bottleneck I wonder – I open the cork, you gush forth into the ocean,
forging your own metal, brandishing your own scimitar, brave fearless warrior
I hesitate to call you mine – we are not meant to own each other, we simply share
our existences, we trade the intangible love in our hearts, firmly install it there
But for now, I am allowed to remember the day you emerged, comet from stardust,
before they cut the cord, you opened your eyes, processed the universe as if to say
“hello world”
