Alolika A. Dutta
plain jamdani sarees hanging from the drying rod in the balcony beside unclasped blouses printed with shekhawati paintings of nal damyanti undressed along a riverbank bleeding shades of kesari baigani and mahua into the dog-eared corners of a vernacular newspaper headlined with the details of a missing wife/ mother/ daughter in-law orange light peeking into a quiet bedroom outlining the stretched form of an assamese woman translucent flesh covered in a loose white kameez scattered with turmeric stains black spots of mould midnight’s thirst and heirloom grief lonely afternoons of half-eaten apples rotting guavas poems of vallana and a pair of silken hands pumping a borewell sounds of homemade women tracing the uncharted land over their breasts the hand-drawn stretch marks along their hips and the scars under their navel the sounds of women undoing themselves behind closed doors voices drowned by the orchestra playing in the kitchen- steel spoons stirring sugarless lemonade telephones ringing children calling out to the aged mali stitching machines sewing seams on white undergarments pulling a thread from between the parted lips of a mouth that tastes of a decaying rubai tucked under a dry tongue a mouth that tastes of honey milk and desire a mouth that does not remember the name of the stranger who sleeps beside her on cold creaseless bed sheets the stranger who has never seen her face the stranger who does not speak her language the stranger who knows her as a wife a mother a daughter in-law instead of a woman.
Alolika A. Dutta is an author, poet and spoken word artist based in Bombay, India.